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hmm.... miss kenny so much!!!ar~~didi....come kl find me lar....haiz....suddenly remember ah siew story bout him....he so super duper good to wai wai le,..haiz...didi y u so sayang wai wai de....each time ah wai ask him take apple,sweets etc from his shop he sure take de....so good!!!ah wai say any apple he sure take...then ah wai say wan sweets but nt green sweets he specailly choose sweets wan gv wai wai...ar~~~~so good le....haiz....he nvr treat me like that oso...each time ask him wan free apples etc he sure say gei chian....gv money gv money...haiz...no use sayang him too much....hahaaha....he only sayang wai wai....hehehehe...but then hor that day when i take him out and bought things gv him he refuse leave all his food and he say wai wai will finish up all....hahahahaha...wai wai wai wai....u stole too many of his food lar....hehehehehe

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as mention at the earlier post..here i am....blogging while i have assignments to do....i'm so clever...(bull shit)
hmm...started my dad smoothly...went breakfast wit parents...have bak kut teh!!!!so long nvr eat n its damn nice =)))
then saw yi jia open liao...so find the small little boss kenny lim....hahahaha....then took him to comp shop since my dad looking for a laptop....hahahaha
then v went back my house....he took out the puzzle to play...always the same game....then i ask him did ko bi bi and ko cat take him gai gai...guess wat he say....he say ko bi bi take him to klcc or is it kl city??sound more like kl si si...hahhaha....he can nvr pronouce properly.....hehehe...then ask him wat car i'm driving....hmmm he said my car is kendali???kendali or kenari???hahah...he nvr will say properly...lol....then went another comp shop...heheeh...then go cendol...his favourite pulut...and again he ate 2 pulut....hahah....he reli reli a big eater...then send him home..on the way he ask us when goin giant..he got something to buy....hahaha...this normal words...nvr change....hehehehe
then at 2pm went to makan wit olv and suyi at old town....hehehe...damn fun there....hahahahah....talking bout mr huan....hehehehe...mr huan with a badge showing wers his class etc....epic man!!!!hahahhaha...suyi who was blur about wat 2 talk suddenly comment bout the weather!!!hahahah....its so random ar !!!hahahahaha.....then wait for olv to go ttn....hehehe....ryan chong ttn....hehehehe....
then back home chat wit suyi bout suju....muahahaha....then ask olv hows ttn...she say tchr lengzhai....hahhahahaha...good good....
then out wit kenny lim to mgm this time...theres a mini giant there....hahaha...omg he is like a little lawyer,...can nvr talk wit him le....sure lose....coz he canot lose de...he want a biscuit...and he wan to buy one more for his bro....i keep say his bro dont wan n he say wan...k let my mum handle...but when he see my mum and my mum ask,he say i ask him take one for him bro...i was like omg!!!thats totally opposite from wat i say...and he keep argue wit me bout that,....hahaha...then out of sudden whole mega black out...wow....hahaha..then v went home and found a lot of place no electricity oso....
well bout thats all wat happen 2day,..i think its fun so wan write down to remember...heheh...hmm should continue my book review now!!!Hahahaha

stress!!!

here i am...blogging while i suppose to do my book review which is due on mon...which i dont even noe wat should i do???write it down???print it out???erm is it long enough for 4 min???hmm....all there question bothering me...haiz.....blur blur.....so many things to solve...yet i'm here blogging and playing cafe world....oh god....hmm wers all my fren when i need them???y no one on9???suyi olv....wer r u guys????=(
haiz....should be doing....but yet here i am blogging...reli feel like blogging though...wan write all the fun things happen today...hehehe..that would be in another post i guess.....
now is release my stress!!!! i can do it!!!burn the midnight oil 2nite....and write it in a piece of paper so that i can memorize....hehehehe...i dont even know my book review correct or nt!!!haiz....how la how la???en en cant help me oso....haiz haiz...how la....should start doin some now...doin doin doin...gambateh !!!!listening to suju songs while do!!! i sure can!!! =)

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i guess i just gona name all my post wit =( or =).... just to show my emotion....

well then it will be very obvious my emotion now is  =(

like xt new post say best fren are hard to find....well it reli is....

for me even normal frens are hard to find....my frens nvr last long.....

nvr......

hmm should i name some last long frens which i contact quite often??

hmm....olv....olv is the one of the longest fren i ever have....and oso my best fren....close with her since form 4.....i knew her since i think v r 5/6 years old????thats long...hehehe...bt nvr close wit her until v r form4....heheheh

then low pik kuan....i miss her so much....at least i contact her often now.....

others???(excluding xiatoong and suyi lar)

hehehehe

they r the 2 who got the permission to view here though....hahaha

well....my other frens???hmm....i seem like a total stranger to them....dont even talk wit me...nvr call me out....always leave me out....am i that easy to be forgotten???am i invisible????y i always get treated like that???i just hate it!!!totally hate it!!!

nvr ever think or treat me as fren...was i just rubbish for u all???i guess the 2 years frenship doesnt mean anything to u all...hmmm its more than 2 years for some of u....but yet i'm still just rubbish to u all i gues....will i reli reli reli hope i nvr knew u guys....u guys sucks a lot!!!hate u all!!!!

hmm....now college life???gt secure frenship wit en en...mayb later i will find her as best fren =) bt then the rest???hmm gt june angry coz i'm not satisfies wit melissa...june u reli dont know melissa attitude yet...the attitude u c in the class is just all a dolll...the real inner her u nvr knew....and yet coz of disapproving of melissa cause june dissatisfies wit me...haiz....trouble maker miss lesbo.....n i guess i would nvr b close fren wit u melissa....just wan b as far as possible from u....just beh tahan u!!!!

oh god....when ny i can find true frens???and not faker and ppl who treat me like rubbish ?=(

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have fun wit olv 2day...went to eat sushi...hahaha...so long nvr eat liao...hehehe...been craving for sushi...too bad wat i order didnt come =(
but have fun there sampating wit olv bout her school aka smart and the ppl there....well boys are pathetic!!cant they just b more mature???luckily guys in sunway arent like that though...hahaha...and i think the girls especially mgss de super duper fat hau!!!Hahahaha....
too badd suyi cant join us.....hahahahahahaha.....
then v go cheong k.....saw wai wai there...super duper long time nvr c him weh...n he so luckily gt such a long holiday!!!argh!!!i oso wan long holiday and b in ktn....olv say he super thin...btu seriously he is usper thin lo.....eat triple but size s....wth!!!hahahahah....no matter wat i still miss him =)stalking his fb now....muahahahah....
so long nvr chong k especially wit olv....hehehehe...wnjoy it a lot!!!hahaha....then help olv find dress....seriously she should come pyramid here to find....heheheheh =)

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each time i  saw u on9...it just make me moody...haiz...wan to delete u away...but cant.....haiz........duno y..i still wan to see update on u...well let time cure everything like last time...wat else can i do other than let time pass...y am i that weak..just wan to forget u ma....this sem ending in 1 month time....so fast time flies...hmm next sem i would b in the same class wit u ???i hope wont kua....argh!!!y he keep play the songs that i wan la!!!aiyoyo.....kek sei ny!!!!can u plz stop playing my favourite songs!!!!!! it just make me feel like v hv the same interest!!!but actually not!!!haiz...... ="(
i just cant stop get irritated each time i talk with her....haiz...coz shes lesbo???mayb coz she calling me dear...!!!!omg!!! i'm not lesbo!!!!!just get away from me....she calling me dear...thats y i'm getting to b as far as possible from her...omg!!! just dont want to get anything to do with her at all!!!!haiz....its rejecting!!! i dont wan to have anything to do with her!!!argh!!!!having her same group with me for assignments are reli suffering....everythign duno how 2 do and pass it to me and en en....omg!!!duno then learn la!!!!shes the free loading that tchr was talking bout k!!!and yet she gets all the marks!!!its just so damn unfair to me and en en k!!!and now i have to bare all the assignments my self...for the culture and idea its ur own idea to leave us and join others...its ur own choice...ya v reli dont wan u...but yet v nvr say anything,,..and i duno how u get june support u everything and make me and en en the bad ones....its your own choice and now u making us the bad ones....june are angry wit us coz leaving u out....june i think u dont know her real personality at all!!!she nvr do anythign k!!!and now i becoming the bad one for keep complaining u nvr do anything!!bt yet the truth is that u reli nvr do anythign!!!!y i'm the one that gets blame...am i reli that bad???
life is just so unfair..........

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feel like blogging...hehehehe...back at home liao...hahahaha but back home with tons of assignments....3 assignments due same time...haiz.....y la so many assignments....got to do it my self since having bad group mate....
but back here should b happy!!!!hahaha...wan go c the naughty boy kenny lim...pigu tong....hehehe
lets talk bout yest....
hmm morning culture and idea learn that how bad was war and how the ppl got kill...ewww....then english waas epic!!!!!hahahahaa...naked pics given by teacher...and debate between evan and jonathan was reli reli epic!!!!hahahahahahah....oh my god!!!i guess this is how college life...talking bout boobs and balls......hahahaha....reli reli duno wat 2 say bout classmate....hahahaha....but evan was epic...hahahah...duno hw 2 discribe wat he said....omg....hahahahaha
then in the bus gt the movie 2012....hahaah...nice movie ( i hvnt watch it yet )
almost miss the bus...hmm kinda unlucky halfway....miss the 1st bus and waited for the 2nd bus which was full(luckily i manage to squeeze in)hehehehe....then rush to the rapid kl...hmm its very good this time...heheheh...then up monarail....gt a guy gv me his place...hmmm do i look that
tired???haiz...hahaha...but i didnt take the seat....hehehehehe.....
hmm having a thought....new frens are more important than old frens????hmm thats how all my old frens treat me...haiz...bt wat 2 do...thats life...gona just forget bout it.......and enjoy wit new frens.....en en jasmine sam june and melissa...and shyan....hahahha...shyan shyan.....en en now waiting for her shopaholic dvd......for book review....hehehehe

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well thinking wat 2 blog..and can u imagine that i can 4get 2 blog bout something that important!!!!omg....i guess its bcoz i was busy wit my presentation that time...hmm...i hope now i wont b too late...hmm i wan to announce that
HYUKIE HAVE TWITTER!!!!YES EUNHYUKIE!!!!!!!!EUNHYUK OPPA!!!!!LEE HYUK JAE!!!!!!!he have twitter....hehehehe....twitter.com/AllRiseSilver
wah!!!1i have waiting so long for this time!!!!heheheh...19may =) the best day.....at last oppa have a twitter.......hehheheheh....now i'm much close to him....yayya...wat en en say is correct....i reli reli can b much much close to him now...hehehe.....
hmm i wan another shopping time wit june and en en.....hehehe...reli have fun wit them.....hahahaha...both of them have face problems.....heehehe...en en got mad when she saw me post it at twitter....hehehehe..bluek =p
face prob then leg prob....hahahahaha..this post is especially for my happy time....hehehe...can shop much better without melissa....hehehe...no one bother 1 and give all the unnessary comment....heheheh =)
en en lets shop again...this time bring home ur shoes.....hehehehehee...brought home ur dress liao...time to bring home ur shoes la....hahahahaha.....2moro dinner wit her...wan go wer eat and eat wat le....heheheh..june saying v have a lot probs and very mafan...everyday hv 2 think wat and wer 2 eat....hehehehe..june u staying wit ur sis la...sure la u no need think....v here no ppl jaga k....hehehhehe......
happy happy happy...so happy to have great frens here like en en,june,jasmine,samatha and melissa...heheheh..jasmine and samatha are korean addicts too....hehehehe...jasmine with her donghae and sam with her ryeowook....hehehe....hope can go klang and have fun wit jas and sam..have to find time go ther.....hahahahaha

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ok...just hate those bitches a lot!!!!!!!!freaking a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!just wana kill them........(i noe its coz of jealousy but yet) still hate them no matter wat.....just freaking hate them!!!!!!seriuosly hate XXXX,XXXXX,XXXXXX and XXXX so much......y i will have frens like that...thats just super duper bitches...freaking hate them...and cant imagine they will call XXXXXX to go shop wit them????ohya 4get bitches....again and again...i just freaking hate them lo....times should fly much faster.then i wont noe them and dont even recognise them at all...just hate those freaking bitches........now even hate XXXX more...since when the heck she is addicted....miss kuat complain...u cant even recognise them and dont noe them much and yet u can say u like them....just go die bitches....y i will have bitches as frens.....uhhhh......just go die......

hmmm..

as usual woke up 2 hours earlier b4 class so that i can on9 etc...hmm am i crazy???sacrifies sleeping time for internet????Hehehehe...or should say super junior means a lot to me????hehehehe..suju hwaiting!!!HAhahahaha
my class was suppose to b at 12.30....but coz gt meeting so hv 2 wake up earlier....haiz....
listening to suju songs now....i reli reli miss them especially as 13+2.....now its only 10....haiz.....
early morning emoing liao...hahahah...i'm reli crazy....opps....can feel the pain in stomach again....always get stomach upset this few days......haiz....
emoing emoing emoing....i wish i went form 6.....i wan to b with my frens again....i'm very lonely here....haiz....the only closest fren i hv here is en en and devina....but coming to kl make me more close wit su yi dy....everyday chatting wit her,...well thats how v spend our lonely time here kua.....
y am i emoing in the early morning???haiz....i ownself oso duno wat happening to me....haiz haiz.....miss ktn???i reli wan to go back ktn though....hmm goin back next week....i think i will start to b excited by the next few days....hehehehe
just feeling tired...very tired....tired of college life????haiz.....college life isnt as great as wat i think though......
and u....just when i wan 2 reli forget u...and u just reaapear....and being closer to me....just go away plz....i even feel luckily not b hv any connection wit u....hehehehe...i dont want to c u.....

waiting for donghae oppa to update his twitter wit some eunhae moments....hehehe....it would always brighten up my day...any pic posted by suju will enlighten me....well i guess i'm being weaker and weaker each day...depending on suju to enlighten me....without them my day will b gloomy....listen to suju songs now...love a lto songs from the new album BONAMANA...the songs ...the songs that i love a lot is my all is in you,boom boom....and a lot more...i love the most is my all is in you...that songs reli attract me.....everyday playing that song...hehehe....

love this pic the most.....i wish i was at donghae side then eunhyuk would kiss me....hehe =)

haiz

can u plz get away????omg i feel so lucky i'm not in the same group wit u la...reli reli shit.....everything last min n not complete...haiz...being in the same group wit u wil b very very tension lor....n BTW,i'm not ur maid....how the heck i noe wer 2 get hot coffee....n HOT coffee!!!!how la i wan to carry up 2 3rd floor gv u....i buy dy nescafe gv u lo...stil cant ar...shit lo....sumore i duno u n u can ask me help u buy things....teruk teruk..dun wan talk bout u anymore n plz dont appear in front of me!!!!!get lost!!!!

SUPER JUNIOR OPPA!!!!EUNHYUK OPPA~!~!!!!!!

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!100% HAWT!!!!!!!!!!!!!OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!!its malaysian studies time but i ponteng just 2 watch this....hehehehe....suju oppa reli reli reli reli reli yeng!!!!!!argh argh argh argh!!!!reli reli reli reli wan to shout!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!OPPPPPPPAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tSOSxwEWFA4&feature=player_embedded

and cn blue!!!!!!!!1 =)))))))))))))

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sorry assignment but u hv 2 wait a while...hehe.SUJU fever now!!!!!
SUJU COMEBACK!!!!ARGH!!!!HOT HOT HWAT!!!!!
EUNHYUK HOT HOT HHHHOOOOTTTTT AS USUAL!!!OMGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J_Rcp4WiLt8&feature=player_embedded
keeping the teaser here....heheh.cant wait for the mv!!!!!!!!
I WAN C EUNHYUK ABSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!OMG I SOUNDS SO PERVERT..HEHEHEHE.
BUT I STILL WAN C!!!!!!!!!!!!HYUKIE HYUKIE HYUKIE...........
SARANGHAE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
n F(X) hmm they r good too....heheh.NUABO~~~~
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BEZLNBiR2fs&feature=player_embedded
next week suju turn =))))

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once again  my tears just cant stop flowing....y am i getting so emotional???it nvr happen in my life b4....nvr ever i be so emotional for so long....wat is happening to me lar???hv 2 make my emotional b better b4 goin back to ktn this fri....feel so bad for making my dad drive down on fri and send me back on sun...i told them i prefer not to go back than making my dad driving so many times....feel so bad....haiz....but then i still have to assignment hv 2 hand up by next fri...so gona rush it....haiz....hope i go back ktn will b as rajin as i was at here and finish my assignment....hehe....i prefer typing assignment rather than writing lo....hehehe....hmm i miss kenny lim...the naughty boy...haha..wat ah siew told me yesterday make me more emotional....haiz...coz he miss me and keep ask wer am i....i reli wan to find him but the last time i go back he got school and i dont have enough time to look for him oso...hehe...this time go back so gona look for him....hehehe..wan to kacau him...he sure gona b jealous when i tell him i'm in kl....hahaha....so miss him...theres no one to fight wit me when he not here...haiz....wan find him....cant wait 2 c him la!!kenny here i come....hehe... =)

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this few days my title would always b emo...well i also dont know y....just emoing...n also crying....my tears always flow without myself notice it....haiz....just feel like goin back to ktn...stay here is so damn boring....reli reli reli hv ntg to do at all...everyday internet and comp...till now i'm too bored even to play comp....play facebook till so so so siens...haiz.....n my facebook have to more privacy....my aunt everyday stalk on me...haiz....wat ever i write also she comment....omg!!!let go off me lar.....i wan some privacy and dont want any comments from u!!!!!plz just leave me alone!!!!get away from me!!!!!! i wan my privacy back!!!! i wan the freedom to write anything at my facebook!!!!Facebook is mine!!!!! let me do watever i wan!!!! now twitter is the only place i can hope...the only place i can let go off my feelings.....and also my blog....this is the only place i can get all my privacy and release anything that i feel....i just feel too bored and wan to get back to ktn...y cant i???y cant i just go back to ktn!!!! every1 can go back....i also wan go too back!!!!

and to the frens i hate the most.........get off my sight!!! i wish i nvr have such frens at all....the worse thing ever happen to me is having such frens like u all...get lost and go die lar!!!!!shit shit shit!!!!today is like the worse day ever to me....

today is reli reli the bad day for me.....only suju can make me happy...watever thay do i sure can smile...suju plz dont disband pls......u all r my only hope..............plz make my day bright =) oppa saranghae...plz b at my side forever.....dont have u all at my side i dont know wat will happen to me....plz...u all are my sunshine....plz dont leave me alone...i cant stand any loneliness anymore....plz b at my side....love  u =)

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hmmm....meet a few kuantanians in sunway 2day...hahahah....meet viviene ong n see something...i still duno her name....hahaha...viviene ong rlei rich lor...staying at condo 1 ppl per room de....so rich!!!Hehehe...
then later saw hui shun at pyramid...hmm he staying at apartment...so rich but stay at apartment ny....
then most irritating de....saw 2 of my frens hmm should i mention their name????they r the worse frens i ever have!!!!no wonder i hate them since last time!!!omg its so damn irritating 2 look at them weh!!! i'm walking excatly in front of them n even wave at them n yet they nvr c me!~!!!!!go die lar!!!!stupid idiot!!!!reli reli reli worse frens i hv ever hv!!!!so hate them ar!!!!!bloody hell!!!idiot!!!go die lar stupid!!!!look at them oso kek dy...so not goin to mention or ever wan to look at them again!!!!

haiz...wana b emo again...duno y this few days i'm being such a cry baby....so sad.....feel so emo....so siens here....haiz....i wan back ktn!!!!i wan life just after spm!!1i wan enjoy my life!!!!at here so damn sien n hv ntg 2 do at all....no tv ntg...haiz...gt internet oso no use....use internet till bored liao le!!!argh!!!!!