Super Junior-Marry U

chipmunk version..

so cute =)

really really my favourite song...nvr get bored of it...heheheh

Super Junior Kyuhyun ; 희망은 잠들지 않는 꿈

love this song so much!!!hehehe...repeat a few hundred times liao...oh god!!!kyu voice melting me liao...die lo.....die lo....cant wait to get back ktn and download this!!!haiz...must get my digi broadband faster!!!!hehehehehe...kyu oppa!!! u make me didnt get to study for my test!!! love love love this song!!!Hehehehe

20/8/2010

hi blog....
been days i blog...hehe
as usual....
haha
got my new roommate...
shes nice...hehehe
rock type...
from ipoh...nice nice...hehe
name sonia taking diploma in tourism...hehehee
the course that i wanted to take but dad dun let =(
well she not goin to be here this weekend....
so is other housemate...
means homealone for me =(
well now she still in...i;m waiting for her to go back ipoh...
i wan cry my heart out...
its been days since i keep everything in my heart...
i wan to let everything out...
patient..
will continue writing after she go out....while waiting...spamming some hyukie pics =)

well some how i decided not to blog...

haiz...

read fanfic to cure my heart...

heart that been stab a lot of times =(

signing off...

gona read the fanfic....

so that i can continue to live in my dream...

bye =)

lastly eunhyuk and choco....

i feel like kidnapping both and keep for my self =)

like choco more and more .....hehhe

saranghae =)

life (my very 1st poem )

Life

Isn’t as easy as it seem

It is not as easy as what we think

There are ups and down

 That everyone have to face

To reach the goal of the life

 Isn’t as easy as ABC

Life

While going through everything that going to happen

There are things that have to be sacrifices

With the support of friends and family..

Everyone has to get through it…

Life

Maybe different for everyone

Some may make life looks easy

Some maybe enjoying

Some may think why they suffer

Have to go through so much

While some doesn’t

Life

The truth about is

Everyone is the same

They have obstacles that they have to face in their life

It may not be now

But some may experience it later

Not everyone suffer that the same time

But they still have to go through it.

  

Life

Some say life is unfair

But actually life is fair

It Is just how we see it

Just believe in yourself

And the goal of the life can be achieve

With the strong willing everyone has.

just wan to post here....as a memory of mine...

showing that i really wrote a poem...heheh...

please read and comment =)

Kyuhyun bullying his hyungs

watch this video...so funny...hehehe
kyu so bad...hehe
he throw the toy to hae....
then he laugh there sumore...hehe
then he go spit water on sungminie...hehee
minie so happy so didnt scold him...hehehe
then he go spit water on leeteuk...hahahaha
he evern so lazy to take his own water....
he ask heechul and shindong to fee him...
hahahaha
unbelieveable...hehehe
btw its show his inmature side...hahah
i guess all of them are so high during concert
they act inmature...hehehh
happy happy =)

15/8/2010

a very moody day for me...
i really duno wat 2 say....
everything seems not right for me....
my holidays are ruin...
btw why do i care much bout my holiday in ktn??
it just suck....
haiz...
everything are terrible for me....
its been 4 weeks i'm here....
i duno wat happen to me...
for 4 weeks straight not a day night i get to sleep properly
everynight i surely wake up half way....
or mayb i will have dreams....dreams that make me cant sleep well.....
its been the same thing for the 4 weeks...
when will i be able to sleep nicely....
i wan to go back ktn....
to sleep at my nice and soft bed....
my parents come to visit me yest....
have fun shopping coz i can shop witout paying...
its been a long time since i get to shop....
i been trying to save as much money as possible...
i hardly get to shop for a long time...
each time i was worry i dont have enough money etc....
haiz....
i make sure i dont spend extra rm10 a day....so that the most i spend each month is only a bout rm300~400...
dont you know how hard was dat???
if i spend almost rm10 already for the day...
i have to skip dinner...
my dad nvr say how much was my monthly allowance...
but then i dont dare to ask a lot from him...
sending me study here is already very exp...
i cant ask for more....
especially my dad already retired and my mum goin to retired soon....
saving money is really difficult...
especially see my frens that can spend as much as they want without worry...
can keep on buy things etc....
but then i cant get to buy anything....
i'm still doubting whether to get the bonamana ver c....
rm80 isnt something cheap...
rm80 would be enough for my food for a week....
sumore wan to save for ss3....rm 400~600 ticket...
that huge amount would be enough for my 1 month allowance....
opps suddenly saw my nails have some blood...wer did the blood come from?? >.<
nextly make my heartache the most is my cousins....
looks like i'm really invisible??
if there are anything they nvr ask me anything at all....
i noe wai wai have car here already...been driving around...
i'm staying much closer to him than suyi..
but yet he offer suyi to back to ktn wit him but nvr ask me...
hey i'm in kl also k...
they always to and fro from ktn...
thats so nice....
i also wan k....
i also wan to go back ktn....
why???
why??
am i that not noticeable??
i really wish i was nvr born to this life...
nvr have to face all these...
all these years have been invisible for my cousins....
they are my cousins...arent they suppose to be close wit me???
why??
i noe i'm only child...
that makes me communicate less...
well better to say communication isnt the best thing for me...
i dont really know how to talk much....
i'm more like the silent type...
anti sosial...
bt isnt cousin should be helping and be more close???
all i can do is just dream...
keep dreaming dream that will nvr happen....
dream dream dream...
i really wan to be close wit them....
the time i have wit them is really fun....
but yet i'm more like invisible to them...
i duno wat else to say...
all i can do is just dream =(
lastly a thing that is like a knife being stab to my heart is  ="( (click the link emotion please )
omg....
when i see this...
i duno wat 2 say...
saddening...haiz....
the pic looks so hot but yet seeing him...duno wat 2 say...
haiz...
got to make my mood be better...
new roommate coming in 2moro...
dont wan her to see my phathetic looks...haiz....
bye =(

ss3hwaiting!!

=(

heartbroken =(

my hyukie...omo

duno wat 2 say...

1st pic i saw when i on9 is this...

nvr hope to see this.. =(

yest i cant concerntrate shopping etc...

i was wondering how was ss3...

end up so sad seing this pic...

haiz...

dont wan write liao...bye...

13/8/2010

blogging lesser and lesser each day....
so sorry blog...hehehe
will try update as much as possible....

#Firstly....
i'm very excited!!!!
hehehe
ss3 finally starting!!!hehehe
starting at korea 2moro...hehehe
too bad my parents coming down tomorrow so i cant have live update=(
well i definately must have live update on sun!!!Hehehe
excited!!!!hahaha
hyukie oppa goin to be the stage coordinater....
he is so tired....
i hope he will rest more and take care of his health....
i cant help to be sad seeing him working so hard and being so tired....
it hurts me =(
ss3 in msia is next year....but still it makes me excited!!!hehehe
i surely wan to go!!!canot miss liao!!!
if not my hyukie will scold me....hahahaha =)

oppa saranghae!!! hwaiting!!

i will support you forever...hehehe =)

#secondly.....

i goin to have new roommate!!!!!!!!!!!

hahahah

hmm actually i duno i should feel happy???excited???scare???

aiks....duno la....hehehehe

she come for a while this afternoon..

i was half asleep that time...when i open the door i was so surprise to see her....heheh

sorry....

was sleeping...haha

so i didnt get to look at her properly...

i hope she is very nice....

she have piercing at her eye there...

hmm....

duno la....

sorry for being streotyping...

but then i also duno la....

hopefully she is very very very nice...hehe

please be a very very nice one...

seeing her coming make me miss devina and jia min a lot...

they are the best roommate i have so far....

aww....

i miss them a lot....

now days i rarely see jiamin in school...

hmm...

busy kua....

devina went to singapore already...

so fast....

hoping she will come back fast then i can see her one last time..hehe

miss her so much...

love having her as my roommate.....

miss her so so much...heheh

really really hope the new roommate is nice...

she moving in on mon....

nice nice nice please....hehehe

#thirdly....

i am not suppose to be blogging huh....

got 2 homework to do....hhaiz....

english poem and also letter writing....

when got that assignment i was like wth...

how the heck i noe how to write a poem.???

shit shit shit....

i also duno wat 2 do la...haiz.haiz.haiz...

how to write poem la....hyukie!!! give me some inspiration!!! 

please please please....

and i have to write a letter...

a letter to ask for a job in a company....

well it wont be that hard right???

but still i duno wat 2 write in the letter...haiz...

how la...

both next week wan liao...and i havent start yet...

hyukie and minie,...please give me some inspiration....

#fourthly.....

hahaha

craping now...heheh

desmond ask wan go watch movie or not....

heheheh

i also nvr answer him.....

kekeke

very very random la him....hehehehe

movie movie..

salt...

i hear a lot people say its very nice....

but then duno la....

cinema gives me bad memory???

then mayb desmond gives me good memore???

erm betternnow...hahaha

btw i think he ask the wrong people la...hehehe

me and en en isnt really wan watch movie de....hehehehe

we 2 last min ppl...

if wan then go...

if dun wan then cancel...hehehe

no need so fan ...hahah

if promise ppl then must go liao...

ehehe

sorry ar desmond nvr reply you...hehe

ask sam,jas,june la...hehe

then surely jadi de...hahaha

and sorry nvr go korean club...

heheh

blame huey shyan...hahaha

fanboy i noe....hahaha

funny la him...hehehe

but still hyukie is the num one in my heart!!! =)

hehehe

thats all i think....its the longest post i write....hahaha

bye bye...will update asap...

especially wit SS3 pic i hope!!!hahah....

8/8/2010

its been days since i last blog...
so sorry...
having moody days....
well in another words my days become worse and worse...
no frens to talk wit
ntg at all....
have the same boring day....
everyday is like the same for me since ntg intereting ever happen to me =(
frenship wit en en seems like i also duno wat 2 say...
hmm
ntg much to talk wit her...
at least i try to have conversation wit her...
but all her replies are like emm, ya, no blah blah
wth conversation was that...
hmm
dont get along anymore.??
mayb she got bored wit me...
well i'm this boring person...
boring as usual...
ntg much to say about
its jjust my life boring boring boring....
everyday eating the same food,,...
everyday do the same things...
having boring weekends here....
and she complain the weekends are bored...
yayaya
i noe ur bf not here so cant go out...
then this is wat i normally do during weekends...
just laze around...
wat else can i do??
haiz
no car ntg...
all i can do is go pyramis or just stay here....
witout car wer can i go...
how nice if my dad and mum finally can give me car to drive here..
life wouldnt be so bored sad and phathatic....
serious like wat written here
my life really suck....
wat else can i do la...
no matter wer i go my life sucks as usual....
at ktn also like this..
at here also like this....
wat can i do la....
i wan to change my life...
i thought college life would be much better
well for me its just ntg special....
seeing others having hostel mates that can go out wit every weekend
but hostel mate that i get sucks...
one always back hometown during weekend...
and the other one is just busy hanging out wit bf...
wat can i do la...
ntg and just emoing here...

haiz...
suyi sorry..my blog is alive all this while....
sorry lied to you..
have some post though wouldnt wan you to read so sorry....
if u wan know then just check my older post...
well its actually ntg...
just saying out wat ever i wan and surely its not about you....
its just about olv...
i also duno wat 2 say la....
haiz...
bye....
and @AllRiseSilver you are not making my life better by tweeting boa always...
its shows you on9....
but not to update anything...

just to chat wit boa...and and FREAKING jealous... k ...

Sukira - Eunhyuk kissing and playing with his dog Choco on sukira!

Eunhyuk brought his dog choco to sukira!!!!

the dog is so cute!!!Hehehe...saranghae both eunhyuk and choco...i wish that is my dog....hahaha

3rd august

taking a break befor goin to the korean class...haiz...
thought can have some sleep....end up got people come and clean the room...haiz....
getting impatient day by day.....
how can someone be so slow!!!
i'm so sorry but i'm impatient type of persom.....
and her slowlyness just make me irritated more and more....
i can just get irritated each time i see her and feel like leaving her there only....aiks....
how can a person be really slow like tortoise....
eat also bloody slow....
can eat for 1 hour plus....wth!!!!
and she do things really last min and also damn bloody hell slow lo!!!
see really kek sei ar!!!!
and yet her bf not in for 3 weeks and here i am stuck wit her for 3 weeks and have to face her slowlyness/!!!
getting more and more bored shopping wit her coz she even walk very very very slow!!!argh!!!
eventhought her roomate is a bitch i think i can endure bitch more than slowlyness!!!
i just like to get things done fast and good....
not like her....
slow like tortoise...haiz.....

hmm...
i'm a person which dont really like to sosialise around....
i prefer to be alone but not too alone....
i wan to be alone when i feel like and have some frens at the same time as long as they dont busy body in my things.....
and i dont talk much....
i dont really know wat to talk about...
if you are talking things that are my interest ya i will join in...
but things that i duno then i wont really talk about it....
so i'm not to stuck up or something just i dont really like or know wat to talk....haiz....
so just ignore me but i dont really like those really ignored....
k i'm being blur now wit wat i had just wrote....hahaha
silly me...
as usual very very silly....
i should be sleeping now but then here i am blogging coz got some people come to my room to clean it.....hehehehe
so i cant sleep and only can blogg or play wit computer...haiz....
boring stupid life.....
well even the bitch is much better than the tortoise....she seee got people come to my room to clean and its dirty she still offer me to go out wit her....
not like th e stupid idiot toitorse which only thing the world is all about her and watever she does is the best...
eww....
she thinks that she is so prefect and only she can do the best.....fucker....
just hate it.....
she becoming more and more like a bitch now....well that wat she is becoming now....haiz....
my life is just so so so miserable....

hi

its been a very long time since i blog....about almost 1 month ago....
well i'm so sorry....
caught in reading fan fic non stop....
have been non stop reading it....hehehehe
well can say i got hook on it....hahahah
mostly the story is about eunhyuk or eunhae....hehehe
well all those are fantasy....
i really hope i can live in my dreams....
nvr to wake up and nvr face the reality....
fan fic makes like the life is so perfect....well i hope my life is that perfect....heheheh
i hope i can live in fan fic...
some of it are nice....
it really makes me wan to live in my dream and nvr wake up....
in my dream~~~
i wan to be wit hyukie oppa~~~
duno why after reading most of the fanfic include those nc17 hehehe
makes me love him more and wanted to be at his side more....
i wan him to love me too...
i realise i really wan him 24/7
saranghae hyukie oppa

handsome ma my oppa??Hehehe

he and his favourite cartoon/anime...

his iphone cover....heheheh

well today is 2nd august dy....

started my 2nd semester 2 weeks ago....well now is count as free time...hehe

not much assignment yet....(or should say no assignment yet...hehehe )

welll classes are nice...didnt get same class wit melissa....

join the korean club wit desmond and huey shyan...hehehe

cant believe i really join and commited to it...

coz of desmond la...

haiz

he ar...duno wat to say la....

go korean class to learn hangul...then u noe wat he say he wan learn???

YOONA...=.=!!!

got such thing ar....

haiz....

well 2moro is tues...so will have the korean club...

havent tell my parents that i join....hehehehe

ktn....i miss ktn....though i dont really wan to go back there....

its goin to be terible moments for me....

sad times are hard to forget.....

staying here making me bored but then well i sort of got used to it though....

my life sucks no matter wat.....

so just continue living will hyukie oppa find me(hehehe in my dreams) hahahahaha

my life just suck suck suck suck.....

well my so call best fren nvr ever care though....wat sort of best fren huh....life just suck suck suck....

forget about it....

it will just make my life more pahthetic(i hope i spell it correctly lazy wan check...hehehe)

just forget bout so call her la...

just goin to continue my pahthetic miserable life.... 

till my prince charming come....hehehehe

well its a long post....

will try to update everyday...should read lesser fanfic...heheehehe

and here come my prince charming =) 

 he ans his dog choco....hehe..cute rite...same color hair...hahaha

his amine post...haha

luffy...gota search more about it...hehehe

hot abs!!!jealous he show everyone...

this should be specially for me too see ny ma...=p

another hot abs....hahahaha =p

like this stupid look of his....hehehehe

eunmin =) 

saranghae =)

sungmin oppa...cute as usual....

i hope minie can be my bro...hehehe

cute cute big more...

cute but protective...

very man ar!!!heheheh

oppa oppa!!!saranghae!!!

to both my oppa!!!(one as bro, one as lover)

SARANGHAE!!