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Wednesday, June 30, 2010

a short journey~~~

Goodbye (A Short Journey) Lyrics by Super Junior feat. Kangin
Neol saranghaetdeon ee nae mami,
neol barabwatdeon nae du nuni
ajikdo yeogie…
Oh baby say goodbye oh jamsiman goodbye
annyeongiran mareun jamsi jeobeodulke
Jeo muneul yeolgoseo han georeum naemilmyeon
kko kkeuteuro jeonhaejineun neoui sumgyeol
Chagaun geu baram soge ddaddeuthan neoui son-gili handongan nama itneungeol
Ontong geudae heunjeoki nunmuli dwe-eo nae du bbyam wi-e meomuneun geol
Jamsi dongan yeohaengeul ddeona gaseum apeun sangchyeo dakka naegoseo
sigan heulleo geudael mannamyeon bogo shipeotdeon nege malhaejulke
Oh baby say goodbye oh jamsiman goodbye
annyeongiran mareun jamsi jeobeodulke
Jeo muneul yeolgoseo han georeum naemilmyeon
kko kkeuteuro jeonhaejineun neoui sumgyeol
Keureohke ddo haega jigo dari ddeuneun oneul yeoksi byeonhami eobneunde
Oh, wae jakkuman nae mameun ireohke bbareuke dallajineunji
Paran haneul dalmeun geudaeui moseubeun eoneu saen-ga bireul naerigo
Ee bitsoke momi jeojeumyeon heureuneun nunmul ddawin kamchwodulge yeah~
Oh baby say goodbye oh jamsiman goodbye
annyeongiran mareun jamsi jeobeodulke
Jeo muneul yeolgoseo han georeum naemilmyeon
kko kkeuteuro jeonhaejineun neoui sumgyeol
Jinan sigan neomu eoriseokeotdeon nae meotdaeroyeotdeon geureon nae moseub modu kamssajwotdeon
nega neomu sojunghan geol
Oh baby say goodbye oh jamsiman goodbye
annyeongiran mareun jamsi jeobeodulke
Jeo muneul yeolgoseo han georeum naemilmyeon
kko kkeuteuro jeonhaejineun neoui sumgyeol
Oh baby say goodbye oh jamsiman goodbye
naega itdeon geu jariro dolagalge
Jeo muneul yeolgoseo han georeum naemileo
bogo shipdeon ne ape seol su itdorok
Neol saranghaetdeon ee nae mami,
neol barabwatdeon nae du nuni…
kidarilge

TRANSLATION
My heart that loved you
my eyes that looked at you
ARE STILL HERE.
Oh baby say goodbye, for a short while goodbye
The talk about goodbye, I’ll put it aside for a short while
When I open that door and take one step
your breath that’s conveyed to the tip of my nose
In the cold wind the feeling of your warm hand stays for a while
all your traces become tears and stay on my cheeks
After I go on for a trip for a short while and wipe of my heart wrenching wound
after time passed by when I meet you I will tell you that I missed you
Oh baby say goodbye, for a short while goodbye
The talk about goodbye, I’ll put it aside for a short while
When I open that door and take one step
your breath that’s conveyed to the tip of my nose
Today when the sun sets and the moon rises again, it’s still the same
oh why is my heart changing this fast
Your appearance that resembled the blue sky rains
when my body gets wet from this rain I’ll hide my running tears
Oh baby say goodbye, for a short while goodbye
The talk about goodbye, I’ll put it aside for a short while
When I open that door and take one step
your breath that’s conveyed to the tip of my nose
In the past when I did whatever I wanted and was foolish
you who embraces all of that are really precious
Oh baby say goodbye, for a short while goodbye
The talk about goodbye, I’ll put it aside for a short while
When I open that door and take one step
your breath that’s conveyed to the tip of my nose
Oh baby say goodbye, for a short while goodbye
I’ll go back to the place when I once was
When I open that door and take one step
so that I can stand in front of you who i missed
My heart that loved you
my eyes that looked at you
I’ll WAIT…

love this lyrics a lot! =)

Super Junior- A Short Journey



after listening to this song....suddenly i feel like wan to play piano again...especially play this song......love this song a lot...especially the lyrics written by hyuk.....sad but meaning full...i think eunhyuk cried while writing this.....really love it alot....i think its for kangin.......

Monday, June 28, 2010

Super Junior - 여행 (A Short Journey)



omg omg omg...super duper love this song!!! nice!!!!!!!! writen by eunhae =)
seriously love them a lot!!!!heheheh...my favourite.....suju repackage album is a must buy!!! love them a lot!!!!Hehehehe =) especially hyuk oppa wrote the lyrics....heheheh......
oppa saranghae.....heheheh

..

*keep replay a short journey by suju...writen and compose by eunhae =)*
 read olv post...all bout her cousin...
thinking bout myself....
i also have a bitchy cousin....well her dad and bro too.....
seriously suck their attitude....
the stupid bitchy girl...
thinks that the whole world is bout her ny.....
everything also need people to treat her...
wth!!! u bloody rich and ask ppl pay for everything???
loser get lose...( well this attitude is a bit like the bitch melissa too)
treat ppl well is she like the certain person well...treats ppl bad if hate them...
well i dont mind...
i hate u too~~~
so get lost....
super stingy and show off....get lose la....
and her bro..useless one...
sell hp etc....
but the product super lousy...
children toys are much better than ur products la...shit.....
and her dad...worse....
seriously think that everyone have to treat and pui his children 24/7
my cousin bro dont wan to pui his son anymore.....
then that stupid uncle starts to complain my cousin too pround to pui his son etc etc...
shit la....
and surely i dont wan to choi her shitty daughter....
this 2 years i rarely go my cousin house to see that bitch,...
especially during cny...coz she always spoil my cny...shit la....
coz of goin there less my other cousin keep asking why dont wan go la
why dont choi that bitch la etc....
shit la.....
who wan see that bitch...go die la...
bye....

Sunday, June 27, 2010

Super Junior - 너같은사람 또 없어 No Other (Rom / Eng Subs)



eventhough it is just a fan vid...but still i like it very very much....hehe =)
nice video..and the song is AWESOME!!!hahahahaha
cant wait for the real video and seriously i think i gona get the repackage album!!!hehehehe =)

Saturday, June 26, 2010

="(

sms-ing wit my cousin a lee jie jie....
seriously long time very meet her and her 2 monkeys liao...miss them so much ar,,
especially that 2 monkey....
why arent they coming to kl....miss them so much and want to see them so much....
hope i can see them asap....
now my holiday are totally diff wit them....so hard to see them liao...
like cant see them dy....sob sob T.T
vincent and brian....two terengganu monkeys that like to eat meat and chilli especially vincent...
mr so gang gang aka chi tan ni....
hahahaha
this is kenny .....
the naughty boy that like to scold ppl so gang gang and chi tan ni so i;m changing his name to it....
he oso known as didi,.....
well just say anythign and he will answer wit many answers...
or he will keep on talk and scold ppl...heheh=)
miss them a lot!!!gona see kenny in 2 weeks time... =)

Eunhyuk - Playing Piano & Singing



rarely see he play the piano and sing...well he is great....love to hear he sing a lot...hehehe...and i LOvE this song....any1 can tell me the title of it ? =)

Friday, June 25, 2010

my life would suck without you



nice!! nice!!!!! most of my favourite are here.....sungmin, taeyeon, seohyun, minhyuk,jungshin etc etc.....
but i wish dungmin was the lead singer!!!! he sings very well too!!! he should sing more!!!

Super Junior (슈퍼주니어) - 너 같은 사람 또 없어 (No Other)



opps...almost forget to post this SUPER DUPER AWESOME song here!!!!!!! omg!!!!!!!!! its very very nice!!!!!!!argh!!!!!!!!! =)]love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love it!!! =)))

=( / =)

chatting wit olv and suyi 2day..........miss ktn so much!!!!!!!!!!
i miss goin out wit olv.....
movies, makan-ing, bowling, sing-k......
movies at ecm.......
makan at old town, old forest, hoiyin, mcd, SUSHI, etc etc.....
bowling at mgm and break my finger nails....kekeke....
sing k at ecm.....hahahaha
seriously miss those a lot!!!!!!!
so wana go back!!!! then theres new cafe open like tea time....
suyi say de...well i saw it....but i nvr go and try b4....
hmm suyi take me go try!!!! hehehe
omg just cant wait to be back......
ECLIPSE!! olivia woon i book u for ECLIPSE....hehehe...
wan watch coz read that book...
but seriously vampire diaries are much better....hehehehe.....
seriously wan go back....eat sushi wit olv.....
shopping at ecm.....
just cant wait to be back....it would be in a week time =))))
WAIT FOR ME!!!heheheheh

Super Junior - BONAMANA ( Jun,25,10 ) last performance



their last perforrmance...hmm also can twatch finish yet....haiz....why they so moody...and why their last performance so fast??!!! f(x) also hvnt finish yet and they finish dy...its super fast...but then next will be NO OTHER....it gona be AWESOME!  =)))))))))

love song



heard that this is great..but still cant get to watch it coz connection sucks plus i'm loading way too many video at one time...so be patient....i think it gona b great!!!!Haahahahaha

=)

woke up very early today....7sumtin....hehehe...thats really early...hahah...coz devina gt exam early in the morning and was kinda noisy....heheheh...well as usual 1st thing i do after wake up is on9...hehhehe....then saw suju NO OTHER is out!!!!!!!!!!!! hurray!!!!!!!!!babi......damn nice la that song!!!!!!!well the original song at youtube hvnt out so be patient...will post it up later =))))))))))
hahaha
i'm seriously suju addict....kekekek
well...then read a few news....eunhyukie gt ex-gf =( and the gf sucks!!!!!!!shit la..go die!!!!!!!!!!hmm let u all read here BITCH....
then the sad news/should be happy news kangin compose a song together wit eunhae for the repackage album...wow!!yeah!! he did participate in the repackage album...hehehe..but we wont be able to see him for the next 2 years since he goin to enter the military...here is the news kangeunhae..the song name is A Short Journey...seriously can wait to listen to it......surely it is very nice....hehehe
and now i'm watching infinity girls...featuring suju eunhyuk,sungmin and shindong...damn funny but i think my jealousy gona explode....coz hyuk kiss ppl!!!!!!!and the girls....haiz,,duno wat 2 say...its not the latest show...its last year de...i did saw cuts of it but then i duno wats the title...i just knew bout it so i'm watching now...heheheh....but they are cute =)


devina so suang...at last she finish her degree...well 2day last day of her exam lo....then she can enjoy!!!!!!super suang lo....i think she rarely will be at home dy....everyday go out de la...so suang.....haiz......gona see her lesser lo....and i'm all alone =(
exam next week...not yet prepare also.....dont know wat 2 study at all...haiz....blur case.....then holiday!!!!!!!gona go back ktn next week!!!yea!!! but not sure fri or sat....i think i wan to be independent and back on sat morning alone la....eventhough a lot things to take but wont be a lot kua......haiz....i think i can!!! 
well thats for now....will post up 2day special stage featuring suju oppa!!!!!!!!!!!hahahaha.....saranghae =)

Thursday, June 24, 2010

SUPER JUNIOR MARRY U MV [2ND ALBUM DVD JAPANESE VERSION]



no matter wat verion is it i still love this song...marry u?? i do..eunhyuk and sungmin is very cute here =)

Super Junior - Gee



seriously love this version a love....its so R&B....heheheh....love their voice =)

Super Junior - Miinah/BONAMANA LIVE



seriously this is damn nice,...can hear their nice voice wit live instrument,...they should change bonamana to this version....hehehehehe
and sungmin is so damn avtive....canot stand still at all....hehehehehe

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

omg

this will be a sampat post....hehehehe
well gald that huey shyan told us everything....
hahahaha....
well now not only i and en en feel that she is weird....
even huey shyan and erin was surprised and shock....kekeke
i think erin is very pity.....
haiz....duno wat 2 say 2 her to make her feel better....
i guess erin is seriously scare and dont know how to respond at all....
i think she doesnt even noe wat 2 do at all....
wat will u do if u only know a person for 2 months and u doesnt really noe her and she ask u to be her best fren???
wow..a very random question right....
u doesnt even know that person well....
for me,to be best fren u need to know a person longer (surely more than 2 months) and make sure really can click then ny be best fren right....
this one is a girl u noe for 2 months as ur classmate and doesnt really talk to her much and out of sudden u ask her be ur best fren????
story from huey shyan : melissa keep ask erin not to be sosial and try to have her as her fren ny (isnt that too obsessive??? ) even when erin and huey shyan together, she will msg and tell erin she is jealous.....wow i think that is definately over right???seriously no one can noe wat goes through her mind....erin and huey shyan has been close fren and she just go in to ppl close frenship.....well its nothing wrong but u just cant simply stop ppl from be frens wit others....erin was so scare....she keep tell huey shyan wat to do wat to do....melissa told me this and that this and that,...i think it freak erin out....
well at least now huey shyan and erin get to feel wat i and en en feel all this time....especially she doesnt do work part.....she doesnt help them at all for the culture and idea....everything leave gv huey shyan and erin do....so kelian they all...well that is also wat happen to me.....seriously hate this type of bitch.....just because she is sleepy doesnt mean that she doesnt need to do anything. it is urgent since wan to present the next day and she can just leave everything to her groupmate and sleep. such shitting la her...wth....omg so unreliable la she...anyone get her as her their groupmate seriously can suffer lo....seriously hoping tha she wont be my classmate next sem lo....dont wan lo1!!kek sei le...
thats all for my post 2day....hehehe....bye bye =) happy that not i alone got this feeling bout her...the hating feeling....hehheh

=(

blog for the sake of bloging???ya...i am....seriously she keep making me hate her....she wan me to be nice to her and i try to but she keeps make me look bad...well bitch....just get lost!! well seriously i guess the best that shs can do is making me and en en looks seriously terrible and horrible....just so hate her...bitch bitch bitch....
well i guess my post will be this short ny...just to release my anger and blog for the sake of blogging...well for june i have 34 post liao...seriously siao coz june only have 30 days and its only 23 june....hahah...too much suju....coz suju teach me how 2 post video straight from youtube and make me addicted to the easy thingy.....hehehe...so thats all for my post which is for the sake of blogging....

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Super Junior- Marry U (live)



perfect 13....when will this happen again???? =(

thats definately not gona happen

saw xt post bout eva....so i also 38 go read la...a few time i cause my google chrome crash...wth....i was loading video le....then change to mozilla....hehehehe....
well i seriously become speechless after seeing her blog....for me i think she became a very wild person....shopping shopping shopping and clubing clubing clubing...seriously like crazy....well not like i dont have frens that club...but i think she is really extreme....wit her frens those....omg!! seriously duno wat to say at all...clubing like hell....and spend rm500 in 2 days...seriously it is crazy i think...and also all the food is like those exp food and cant finish it???then dont waste!! such a waste of money and food...theres so many ppl die of hunger and here have some crazy one spending and wasting like mad...
seriously after reading her blog i seriously become speechless...
duno wat to say....
all i can say to myself, nvr be so crazy like her!!! know ur limit and save for future ( well my future is ss3...saving money for it....hehehe) but yet it is still saving...hehehehe...not to spend on wasteful things like liquer that make u crazy and insane.....seriously nvr become like her at all!!! not!!!nvr!!!nvr as crazy!!!
sorry guys if u r eva fren and plz dont tell her i wrote this....heheheh

Monday, June 21, 2010

[FANCAM] Eunhyuk doing Donghae's Couple Ring Pose



love this...eunhae moment....hehehehe.=) so cute when they are 2gether =)

100608 Funny and cute Eunhyuk oppa during 미인아 Bonamana MV Filming



hyuk playing around,..ntg much i guess.....

20090627 Ariel Lin: Golden Melody Awards - Backstage Interview with Supe...



hmm randomly found this video....hahaha...wth eunhyuk dont say i love u to random ppl le!!!jealous!! hehehe
sungmin knee was hurt that time....i wonder y????now he is ok then good lar...heheeheh....ryeowook also say i love u????wow!!!hahahaha
funniest donghae cal here jie jie!!!hahaha...like a small kid calling for the sis....hehehe...love this video....coz so logn nvr c 12 of them liao....even kangin is ther.....

=}

blog for the sake of blogging...hehehehe...my 1 week study week aka holiday...decided to stay in kl to waste it....hahahah...i guess i wrote this a lot time liao???heehee...well guess i'm proud to stay in kl coz by 3july, i been here 1 month 1 week here without goin back ktn.....hehehe

hmm should i change that emotion???coz i guess slowly slowly it goin to be emoing again....
ok,..changing the emotion now but duno wan change to wat....
change...wat it should mean i also not really sure.....stupid emotion...cant be accepted coz its open bracket at the end...lol...so added something to it...

saw my cousin bro yest...mr wai wai...hahaa...dont wan put full name...using the name kenny use to call them...kekeke....well jealous lo...coz he get to bring his car down....omg!!so damn gud lo....i also wan my kenari here!!! i wan my car too!!! he bring it coz khoon khoon now at singapore and khoon khoon pay is bloody hell high for a bread maker..(hmm my english sucks so i dont noe is there another word for break maker or not...hehe..or mayb i noe but suddenly cant think properly.) so suang la wai wai..gt watever i wan...rm10000 ++ in the bank and a car to drive around here....haiz...me wan also!! so super suang la him....hope next time he will drive me back ktn =) hmm will it happen???when it happen i will tell la...hehhehehe...whole post for him???hmm....lets see...i guess not kua.....then open khoon khoon wall...saw mun keong post on his wall...mun keong is a ttn fren though...my ttn fren...not clever but surprisingly his maths is good lo...(not wan say he stupid ) wah chef wor...so many guys learn bakery and become chef de....now he at wer i have no idea but he say wan come sunway here be chef??hmm will gt vacancy???no idea and dont wan noe....
and 2moro is my gor gor birthday...yong kiong gor gor....stay awake till 12am to wish him???i guess i will...keke...coz no matter wat he still is my gor gor...eventhough he dont wan choi me....no matter wat he still is my gor gor...miss him so much...have no idea wer is he now...kl or ktn????seriously wan celebrate birthday wit him le.....miss him....no matter wat happy birthday yong kiong gor gor!!!and also su yieng!!! happy birhtday!!! and jung yong hwa!!!heheh....everyone happy birthday!!!

erm change the emotion again..not really emo...just miss them....
random hyuk pic =)
happy birthday and bye bye

Saturday, June 19, 2010

CNBLUE - Love love it =)

Super Junior - BONAMANA



they are very great....hmm....wat happen????seriously gt 5 years curse????
seriously everything goin away ???
hmm\
wan to be comfort by someone now......
sad things always happen but happy things hardly can find =(

=( / T.T

all the sad things happening =(
seriously...i dont know wat 2 say or wat 2 do at all....haiz.....since in college...my money become limited.....seriously limited....always dont have enough money to spend...so i still cant do anything =(

=) / =(


sorry my friends if i bored u wit all the suju post....
just cant help it....
hehehe

well...was reading olv lastest post while listening to marry u....
it really make me cry T.T
well i have nvr such conversation wit my dad b4.....
1 thing i'm too ego to say those....
seriously i'm very ego....
nvr talk wit my parents private stuff...
erm more like i nvr have heart to heart conversation wit my parents like xiatoong and olv....
i nvr dare to do that.....
nvr think at all i would do that.....
all i noe that i have to study hard to pass my all my exam and hope to get scholarship for my degree...
well...seriously hope my wish can come true~~~
i think i nvr will talk wit my dad like that....
hmm
can say i'm impatient when talking wit them....
i seriously nvr nvr talk nicely with them....
most of our conversation just end up wit arguement....
hmm
i seriously a bad bad daughter....
i'm nvr patient....
i'm a very very impatient person...
which always change my mind...
nvr make good decision
bad in getting friends....
a loser.....
a crazy person....
worse fren ever ppl can have...
will nvr have best frens....
just a sucker loser i guess.....
nvr do anything good....
waste money the best.....
and a seriously crazy person....
no one wan to be frens wit me....etc etc....
hmm...
it seems like a happy post in the starting...
wit my beloved hyuk pics....hahah
getting to the end things becoming suck....
haiz....
was nvr a good fren....
especially to melissa (technically i hate her but when wit her i just b nice)
and yet she trust me so much till i duno wat 2 do at all....
haiz......
be happy =)
love hyukjae =)


and start to love sungmin more....opps...
hyukjae still no1 and sungmin is my mr prefect =)

090626 Boys Generation "Gee" rehearsal - Eunhyuk focus



love him here....
like it more when he wear suit....looks very presentable....kakkaka
well i like guys wearing suit????hmm...
mayb...hahah...depends on who is it though....
will like it when is hyukie and sungminie =)

Hyuk I'm Yours : Kiss The Radio



thank u soon suyi....
hahaha....
my hyuk voice...
love him when he sings....wonder y the company dont let him sing le???
heheheh
well actually in my hp gt more than this...i got a lot he sing de songs le...just love it when he sings....
kakaka...especially meteor garden song korean version...kekeke...

well as i guess today is a good day for me =)
wake up watching suju shows...really make my day better....hehee
+ olv blog post....kakaka....
love 2day =) 19/6/2010

=)

saw olv blog!!!
i miss her a lot too!!!miss the time shopping and eating at old town wit her...
olv really miss u le!!!cant wait to be back in 2 weeks time!!!!countdown countdown!!!
omg!!!
just cant wait to go back to ktn!! y i decide to stay here????haiz....
no wonder i have such a dream....
a dream that make me homesick.....
i dream of kenny,...
dream of taking him go to school....
wat a dream....miss him....
like to argue wit him....like to kacau him and take him gai gai....hehehehe
cendol, mgm,ecm...giant was the best,...he just cant stop eating....especially the bread!!!hahah...i think he eat all in the tupperware....kekeke....
its been 3 weeks i'm here....gona be here for another 2 weeks.....
hmmm....nvr be at here so long b4,....b4 this is like every 2~3 weeks i would go back to ktn .....
and here i gt 1 week holiday and i'm not back in ktn....
i;m stuck here in kl....
well its my decision....deccided to stay here and study
really 'study'....hahahah
reli hope can study and not chatting whole time wit en en ny....hehehehe
study!!!
kakaka
well i did wish i go back ktn.....then i can watch karate kid....
shopping wit olv....have breakfast wit her etc etc etc....
in conclusion i miss ktn a lot!!
no wonder i dream of it last night....
and love olv lastest post....kekeke....
well i miss u guys in ktn.....just cant wait to be back!!! 2 weeks =) hmm aka 13 days more ny!!!!hahahah....
wait for me to be back!!! =)))

Friday, June 18, 2010

Super Junior - Funny, Crazy, Sweet, Best Band (13 FOREVER)



hhahahahaha...epic!!!!miss this a lot =)
the song make it funnier....heheheh
eunhyuk oppa =)

Super Junior Funny Laughs xD


hmm wan watch....but duno y cant play =( wait 4 it!!!gona watch on ktn/....

....

just when i wan the least update from u...or nvr c ur update....
thats when u update the most =X urgh.....
and weird ques en en ask me 2day....
wat i feel bout u????
wat kind of person i think u r???
hmm...dont know and dont wan to answer it at all!!!
in 1 month time....
not gona c u!!!hahahaha
coz 2day is our last class...kekekekek

f(x) - NU ABO



yay!!!love this song damn much!!!hehehe
i wonder wer 2 get their wedges+ shoes le....damn cool lo...i wan get 1!!!!nice nice nice.....
heehe...hmm how come desmond and leonard nvr like this songs???hmm...not sexy like snsd...
well guys like bitches...hahaha...
dont spoil my mood here....conclusion...just love them =)

wow

wow...hahaha
who will know olv will do a blog.....
heheheheh....
very very surprise....
and her blog name same wit mine =)
hehehehehe
my life....
the whole blog seriously is bout our life....
kekekek
well just really didnt expect it....
so OLIVIA,
this whole post is for u =)

D-NA - Stumble Stumble they are back =)

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

=(

everything just seems wrong today...nothing is right....
nothing is right for me and olv 2day....
everything went opposite...even olv is sad and emoing....
olv seriously if gt anything u can just find me to chat....
eventhough i really need people to chat when i'm down but theres no one for me to depend
if u have any prob u can just find me....i dont mind being there for u.....well thats wat frens are for....
i really hope i'm there to suport u when u r down or u need help....
and seriously i'm being emo again...
btw soon suyi....u r my fren forever.....
and if olv have tell u something,..tell me too....i wan to help her too......

=)



it is a really emo day for me....
but then when i watch this video....it really enlighten my day...thank u so much soon suyi.....
without this video i guess i gona emo till duno god knows when.....
thank u...love eunhyuk so much here....
saranghae oppa =)

="(

="(
seriously it had been a bad day for me....
seriously make me really really unhappy....
slept at 1.30 am and woke up at 6.30am....
5 hours of sleep really really is very bad for me =(
have assignments early in the morning...
and a really really bad news last night...
the most stupid and irresponsible leader i had ever have!!!!
omigosh!!!!!!seriously can i like kill him???
its our presentation day and yet he go back hometown to play basketball with his fren!!
wth!!!!
and he nvr send the slide to melissa at all!!!wth!!! wat v wan present wit no slide and preparation!!!
already theres no slide and early preparation, then that stupid spoil brat june!!!
wth!!!every1 nvr prepare or noe wat 2 say at all!!
so just go infront and read wat u had did la!!!
is it that difficult fucker??!!!
u think only u alone cant present??
every1 also cant but still need to present k idiot!!!!
and i guess i'm seriously unlucky coz having u and that shitty stupid idoit fucking bastard leader!!!!
seriously no one wan to present k!! not u only stupid spoil brat!!!

then i realise.......its been 3 month i'm here all alone.......
3 months.....
my 1st semester is gona finish in 2 weeks time....
time flies really really very fast......
next semester i'm here all alone again.....
i really cant imagine i manage to survive for the past 3 months....
and i goin to face another new semester again....
i nvr knew i can survive this long...
i seriously wan to get back to ktn....
theres too much pressure for me the past few days....
i didnt even have time to blog at all.....
4 assigments and 1 test in a week...
at last it is over...
next sem...
its gona be worse....mayb worse than ever....decided to take extra subject.... ="(
seriously.....en en i hope u will be there for me...
let us work hard here 2gether.....
i'm so sorry i dont let u read my blog yet....
i guess i will take some time more b4 i will be giving u reading this...
sorry....
i guess i kinda bcome a jerk 2day...seriously i was being a jerk....
i hate my own self.....
i wan to change....i been trying to to to change....
but yet still cant change...
hmm...
but it has been a long time since i being a jerk......
just wan to change...cz it is really the weak side of me......
gotta control my self more and more.....seriously control me self!!!!!!!!!
just hate my self so much for being such a jerk!!!

and i guess i'm getting fatter and fatter each day...everyday after eating then just sit down face the laptop...theres nothing else for me to do at all!! i feel so lifeless...omg...seriously....dont noe wat 2 do at all...

toong, i read ur blog...its so nice for u,...u really have true best frens...you are so lucky to have them...u hav jingjie,yu wey,mianwei, etc etc....u can share your thoughts wit them and seriously i guess they are the best frens ever for u....i wish i have best frens like yours....seriously i wan frens like urs....there are they for u forever....when u need them, they are there,,....they support u always...thats seriously very very nice of them and u are so lucky to have them wit u forever......
while i at the other hand,...just sucks....i seriously sucks.....i dont have such frens as yours...my luck isnt that good as urs...since young i nvr have such true frens....i nvr been so lucky...since young i nvr had a good fren at all...theres no one which is really close wit me like they are with you...tracy, pik kuan, lai,olv....thats all i was really close wit....i guess i really sucks....seriously very suck till no one ever wan to be frens and are close wit me ="( and surely you xiatoong....i will never forget you...you are like one of the closest wit me now...
olv is more to bao shien, jiayin etc etc....the relationship gets further and further apart......though we are close but we are still not that close as last time....i guess i nvr will be so lucky to have such good frens like you have xiatoong.....
hmm....i guess thats all my emo post....seriously very very very emo post....so sorry those that read this......
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Saturday, June 12, 2010

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hmmm...jealous was over me...my favourite nephew went to jb to see my evil bitchy cousin!!! omg i jsut hate that bitch so much!! 2face bitch!!!just hate her so much!!! and i miss my nephews so so much,,,vincent, brian, and mr kenny lim....hahahaha...omg.!!! i miss them so so so much!!!! when i will be able to see them again....for sure during my july holiday i get to see kenny....but vincent and brian????hmm...i seriously miss them alot!!! btw korea won 2day!! =) hehehhe hyukie oppa must be so damn happy!!!!Hahahaha VICTORY KOREA!!!!

Friday, June 11, 2010

2PM&SNSD Caribbean Bay Making Film



desmond's favourite yoona got kutuk kao kao....hahahaha....i oso dont like yoona....ehehe...still prefer yuri....this shows yoona sucks????hahahaha

Marry U (Super Show DVD)

love~~ i love you....hehehehe

bonamana =)

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hmm...as usual...should be doin my assignments...but yet....got sway to here...hahahaha....seriously cant concerntrate,...haiz....assignment mood ON!!! lol....canot on....hahahha..coz feel kinda relax after finishing my maths report....hehehehe....still have critical thinking and culture and idea report though...hehehe..btw malaysian studies report finish =) hehehehehehe
btw......hmmm...suju didint get to win 2day's music bank....soob soob...but they did great!!!haiz...suju hwaiting!!! but their performance is reli reli reli great!!!!Hehehehehe.....hwaiting!!!next week sure can do it wan!!!!!
hmm....continue to blog/??or continue my assignment???hm...shpuld continue my assignments lar....
i'm so damn blur 2day....send an empty email to june...hahaha...seriously i should get some sleep...sleep damn late this few days and wake up damn early....i think i reli have prob...hahah...dont worry...i will update soon...since now i noe hw 2 put video here...gona spam here with video....hehehehe...and oso i sure will post=)

Super Junior- Marry U (live)

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its all your fault soon su yi for making me cry!!!!
perfect 13....13elive~~~~
when will this happen again ????
no matter wat....suju 13+2 forever!!!!
marry u!!marry me!!
suju.....no matter wat....i do~~~~~~ i will always do~~~~~especially to hyukie and sungminie~~~~i will support u all forever~~

Saturday, June 5, 2010

sungmin

well like the title...this post is specially for sungmin oppa....i think most or all the fans been noticing he is emo....extremely emo though.....his tweets is all the emo tweets...he seems so sad and lonely....the 1st time i hear he is emo is when reading sukira transcript...sungmin was wit them the whole time...but yet they didnt notice...when they saw sungmin they can ask him when he come!!wth!!!!he is not invisible!!!!u guys have to many attention!!!!u all duno wats the feeling of being treat as invisible!!!!dont treat sungmin as though he is invisible!!!he is one of u all!!!u all shouldnt treat him like that!!!next during youngstreet...heechul ask him how much he contribute to this album....sungmin reply he only contribute 50...sungmin y r u so rendah diri???dont u belive in ur own strength???for sure u contribute more than 50....all the fans that support u sure will b more than 50~~then the korean elf send msg and cards to him...show him that he surely contribute more than 50~~~ 50000 or mayb should b 500000~~~~sungmin oppa~~~u are always the best...then yest mubank....sungmin is sad!they wont no1 for mubank..but yet sungmin is sad...even the camera man focus on him.....to show his sad face....sungmin oppa dont be sad...i guess he is sad coz he sang out of tune a bit and sing wrongly kyu part and slide wrong side..btu yet cant blame him!!!!he oso dont wan to do it!!!no one is prefect....everyone will do wrong sometimes...therefore u shouldnt blame them!!!!no one ever hope that will happen...surely sungmin oppa oso dont hope that he will do wrongly...

sungmin is like the mr prefect...he knew kungfu/taekwondo....which is very good...with him sure very safe....he knew guitar.dances singing...magic...and a lot more...surely not every1 can master everything like him...therefore he is surely the mr prefect =)

Friday, June 4, 2010

hmm

very very odd feeling....feel very bad for ignoring her always but then i thinks thats the only thing i can do...i kinda hate her....but then wat can i do???omgosh!!!i reli reli hate her though...but yet my attitude towards her infront of en en and without en en is diff...but still i hate her...y must she b the one which have the totally same opinion with my parents and she must be the one that taking the same route wit me???y?? y???shes the person that i wan to be as far as possible...
i'm being more and more cold blooded....is it cause of wat my other frens treat me???i nvr think that i could b this cold blooded.....i noe her aunt is in hospital now...but yet u cant be just leave all ur things behind and as ppl do for u and yet u get the credit!!!!its just so unfair....alreasy everything u did is the easiest and can b said like not doin at all...so then y u stil wan abondon it and does not do it....loll....i think i keep repeating the same things...haiz........
sumore u r lesbian........its just make me feels scare being near u...or even talk wit u...or even get close to you....i just cant accept it....well as usual positive rejects positive and negative rejects negative...but then y god give me her as a fren...her as a fren that having the same route wit me????y??? is it some kind of challenge that i hv 2 take????some challenge that i must go through so that i can b more strong???so that i can accept no matter wat will happen in future???no matter wat i think i can handle and go through this 4 years!!!i believe i can!!!! i hope i can!!!!
btw i nvr think that i can survive this long....my first sem is goin to finish in 1 month time...hehehe...
k la wan sleep lu...hahaha..nite nite....feel much better now....
btw i goin crazy so stop calling me dear!!!!!!!!!!