19/03/2011!!! the most AWESOME night ever!!!

SUPER SHOW 3 LIVE IN MALAYSIA!!!! DAEBAK!!!! HEHEHEHE
SO SO SO DAMN NICE!!!!! HEHEHEHEL....
STARTING WITH THE WHOLE DAY AT THE STADIUM...
WALKING HERE AND THERE TO GET FREE BANNER =)
HEHEHEHE
GET MANY FREE BANNER~~~ KYU, MIN, EUNHAE...
BUT I CANT GET A GOOD QUALITY OF HYUKIE HAND BANNER =(
HAIZ.....
THEN STRAIGHT TO CONCERT PART!!! HEHEHEHE
WENT IN WITH MISS SULYN...EXCITED~~~ HEHEHEHE
CHANGE HP WITH HER SO THAT CAN CALL MEIYI =)
THEN ONE FM JACK AND HOT FM HAFIZ COME OUT TO ENTERTAIN US...HEHEHEHE
BUT FOR NOT LONG SINCE WE ARE MORE EXCITED TO SEE SJ!!!!
OMG OMG!!!
DONGHAE FLY OUT!!!
ITS LIKE SO AWESOME HE HANGING UP THERE!!! DAMN YENG!!!! OMG ITS LIKE I CHANGE MY BIAS ALREADY!!!
COZ DONGHAE IS JUST TOO SWEET =)
HEHEHEHE
THEN START THE SONG...
SORRY BUT I JUST CANT REMEMBER THE TITLE...I ONLY KNOW IT IS SO DAMN AWESOME!!!! HEHEHEH
THEN TEUKIE AND SUNGMIN ALSO FLY!~!!!! HEHEHEHEH
SO NICE!!!!!!!!! HEHEHE
THEN THEY DID GO AROUND...
MY AREA CHANGE FROM SEATING TO ROCK PIT STYLE AS ALL OF US STANDING UP~~!!!
OMG I CANT BELIEVE THE HYUKIE DONT LOOK AT MY SIDE AT ALL!!!
EACH TIME HE PASS BY MY AREA HE LOOK AT THE ROCK PIT OR EITHER UP THER!!! GAH!!!
I WAS LIKE SHOUTING AND WAVING AT HIM AND YET HE DIDNT NOTICE!!!!
I WAS LIKE WAN TO GIVE HIM THE GIFT!!!
OHGOD!!!
I GONA SKIP ALL THE SONGS PARTS AS I CANT REMEMBER THE SONG SEQUENCE...HEHEHEHE
AND NEXT I GET TO TOUCH KYU'S HAND!!! HE LIKE PASS BY MY AREA AND ALL OF US PUT OUR HAND OUT AND TOUCH HIS!!! ITS LIKE SO SOFT...
OH GOD!!! NICE!!!!!EVIL KYU BUT WIT SWEETNESS =)
HEHEHEHE
AND YET SO MANY HUNDRED TIMES HYUKIE PASS BY ME AND HE DIDNT SEE AT ALL!!! FRUSTRATED!!!
IN THE END I DECIDED TO THROW TO HIS LEG!!! AND YET HE DIDNT SEE!!!
OMG OMG!!!
IT WAS LIKE MY HEART BROKEN AND I'M SO SAD.....
BUT BUT BUT...THEN DONGHAE PASS BY!!!
AND I POINTED TO DONGHAE TOWARDS THE THING!!!
DONGHAE DID LOOK ON THE FLOOR AND SAW IT!!!
HE PICK IT UP AND SMILE!!!
OH MY GOD~!!!
MY HEART LIKE STOP !!!!
WAH..
I STRAIGHT AWAY GAN DONG BY DONGHAE ~~~
HE IS JUST SO SWEET AND I LOVE IT SEEING HE PICK IT UP!!!HEHEHEHE
SO DAMN DAMN SWEET!!!
I WISH I DIDNT WRITE THE LETTER AND THE POLAROID...HEHEHE
THEN DONGHAE CAN USE IT INSTEAD OF HYUKIE =)
HEHEHHE
THATS ALL I GONA WRITE =)
TATA~~~

16/03/2011

another 1 more post...
as i promise....
summary of my 1 year during FIA and i'm ready to face the challenge of degree~~
i went for Fia all alone in 18th march 2010~~
all alone dont know anyone and is a stranger to everything...
there i meet melissa~~
well not everything is like wat we see...
as said dont judge a book by its cover...
friendly, nice.....
well
its takes sometime to know a person in deep~~
anything can happen and things can change in a second....
it take some time to notice she isnt the right friend...
en en is nicer~~~ but she is just slow...
sorry but slow can irritates me coz i do things very fast k~~~
but overall en en is NICE!!! heheheheh
then june~~
straight forward but nice~~ talkative but like to discuss things...hehehe
another 1 nice fren that not continueing in sunway =(
jasmine and sam~~~
klang girl with high kpop interest~~ heheh
fun to hang out with them.....
and the econs gang~~~
wanqi, sueann, wenhui, mona, joanne, sook yee, ai ni, yan teng, shu wen~~~
i love them!!!
though i'm close to them only during 3rd sem but its hell full of fun =)
hehehehe
glad that most of them continue in sunway especially, wanqi, sueann, shu wen, sook yee and joanne~~~hehehe
the lecturers are nice~~~
especially miss sulyn ( going sj concert together and a big kpop fan too thanks to sam )
miss may~~~
teaches us maths and she is so damn nice!!! hehehehe
ms suzana~~~ our econs class totally rocks because of her =)
mr keith~~~ love his class and jokes =)
hehehe
and some other friends that i glad i meet them...hehehehe
like evan, desmond, edwin,.....hmmm
just say FIA isnt that bad most of the time...
i think i will miss this more than highschool~~~hehehehe
bye=)

16/03/2011

was suppose to post about the summaries of my FIA life....
but yet laziness took over me~~~~
this post is about that???
hmm...
i guess i will post about that later...
now i wan let all the stress and crying out....

i wonder when i will have nice memories~~~
when i will have such friends that would be at my side no matter what happen~~~
will i have a chance for that??
saw ime unnie post....
she being emo~~ and cry out....
she feel bad about it for calling and disturbing her best friend everytime she cry....
and another close friend say she love and miss her....
and will be at her side...
they miss the happy memories that they had for each other....so nice and touching...
when will i get that..........
when happy memories will be created for me....
i wan some memories that i could keep forever~~~
not all the sad and dissapointing memories that i had.........
though 2011 just started and they had bad memories...
but yet they had happy memories that could cheer them up anything.........
how about me~~~
still lost~~
still all alone....
i just hate being like this....
why things happen to me like this...
i wish i have friends like unnie >.<
someone that could be at myside forever no matter its happy or sad time...
not to say i'm choosy or watso ever...
i just dont like the feeling of being used =(
not friends that only find me when they wan some things...
when they need help only they will find me...
why why??
not i dont wan to help...........
but the feeling of being used is there~~~
i wan real friends...
that i can chat wit~~~
that i can hang out wit~~~
that i can share everything....
i glad that i know a few~~~
a few that i could trust and i wont forget them forever~~
olivia, xiatoong, suyi, ime unnie, lhen unnie and rio~~~ saranghae dongseang/unnie~~~
glad to know all of you...
i know my list is made up of 6 only...
but i really glad to know you all....
you all are the best!! jjang!!!
i wish i will have better friendship and friends forever from my new gang that i meet in sunway during FIA...
wan qi, en en, mona, sue ann, ai ni, joanne, sook yee and wen hui....
though all of us meet only by 2nd semester ( i know en en and wan qi since 2nd day)
i love you all coz u all bring joy to me =)
i'm so glad to meet you all....
and i know you all are different...
i know i can rely on u guys....
i love you all~~~ i love everyone that i mention here!!!
though not everyone in the FIA continue degree in sunway...i wont forget you all at all!!
saranghae <3

11/03/2011

a video of the tower in japan when the earthquake happen today...

its the 5th largest earthquake ever happen in history...

with scale of 8.9...

its bad bad bad....and because of the earthquake,

tsunami predicted to happen in lots of places....

taiwan one of those...

and i'm worry...

simply worry...

super junior boys are there....

omg....

but luckily taipei is far from the coast...

and luckily my cousin chee khoon havent go there to study...

its been his dream to go taiwan study about bakery...

but he havent go yet...

luckily he isnt there...if not everyone will be very worry....

and

tsunami is alert to hit philipines, indonesia, australia,new zealand and many more....

sabah and sarawak might be affected =(

en en is there....

worrying for everyone...

everyone is simply very very worry...

is 2012 coming soon???

world coming to an end???

no one knows...

only god know....

when i saw this video...

i was actually thinking

wat if this happen in malaysia...

wat if it is the sun-u residence where i'm staying??

i going to die just like that???

no one knows...

staying in a high rise building is dangerous....

staying in a single storey house is also dangerous....

everywhere is dangerous...

just be safe and when the time comes...

no regret~~

peace *.*v

pray for the world disaster to end fast ^^V

26/02/2011

today i have a new roommate....
its kinda surprise coz mostly move in last week but she just move in today....hehehe
she's from johor....
she seems very nice and friendly...
really hope can live long wit her...heheheh

haiz.....
got a bad bad day yesterday...
well sort of half bad half ok la....
why why why???
why everything seems like its my fault....
watever i do is wrong???
just asking for some fairness and helping people and it becomes so wrong
its more like watever i do it just wrong
why la....
as u see my earlier earlier post she irritates me alot becoz she is so damn very ji jiao...
she is the calculative person
everything also wan to share and when its time to spilt it, she takes everything
seriously she acts like she so damn pity
and when we fight she involve so many people in it...
it just between us...
why must she call june to talk wit her....
wth it gota do wit june....
if en en ok la....
en en sort of involve
but then f la she....
when she wan a thing she just take it...
sorry k...
since earlier u calculate wit me everything so i will just calculate wit u ok!! fuck....
and the money is so suppose to be en en but she wan it...
fuck la....
next time remind myself not to help others eventhough its close...
no matter how close am i wit en en and i'm trying to help her, end up everything is my fault!!
yayaya
its all so my fault!!!!
i got so fed up wit it....
why la everything is my fault la....
am i that easy to be bullied???
fuck fuck fuck.....just reminder no one is worth i help....unless those i really close....
i should have remembered en en is a 2 face person...
fuck myself for being so stupid...
i guess i agree wit my roommate...
no matter wat, roommate is still the most important especially when we both are alone....
classmates always changes and sometimes, people just take advantage...
omfg...
why the heck my life so teruk!!!!
i guess i cant wait for the week to pass by and start new course then...i hope i really can find people that i can rely on.....
i really hope things change....
bye blog...
i wish i got the best roommate and wont be left out anymore =x

24/02/2011

just a normal day with one class only....
registered for my degree course =x

i woke up this morning to a very fluffy feeling....
somehow i feel warmth and for the 1st time i dont feel empty at all
and my heart doesnt feel cold...
i feel warmth and i love that feeling....
i wonder when i gona feel that again...
i wan that warmth and comfortable feeling...=x

that was this morning...
aftersome time.
the coldness feels me up again....
all i can feel now is emptyness and cold hearted......
i wana change and i hope things change.....
just wan everything to be different....
i just wish i can go to a new place and start new =/
why why why.......
all i always feel is emptyness and coldness
i wan some warmth....
i wan some sunshine to shine my life....
i wan something new........
when will i feel like that...=x

somehow this either can be related or not related...
i pity desmond...
he seem so left out and was all  alone always
he doesnt really have a fren or gang here..
he is always alone...
sometime just eat with us but en en would always shoo him away
i always see he eats alone...
i dont mind he joining us but somehow the rest dont really like =x
i hope i wont be like that...
i dont like the loneliness feeling...
i dont like to be alone =(
i feel so lost..
someone please help me *3*

19/02/2011 aka crazy day!!

omg omg...seriously this is like the 'worse ' day for me???
hahahaha
damn damn damn crazy weh~~~
1st time...hehehe
yesterday went to miss sulyn house to sort of sleepover...hahaha....
omg omg...
i love her home weh!!!
its small but brings a comfortable home feeling....
i really like it!!! hehehehe
and the collection of poster in miss sulyn room!!! omg!!!Hahahaha
watch 2 days and 1 night...
omg omg....
wit hadong, seunggi, jiwon, seugon, and 1 more i cant remember his name...
damn epic man!!!
make me laugh non stop...hehehehe
then jasmine and samantha come....
we watch you're beautiful....hahahahah
watch till 3.30am...
no sleep at all...
i keep wondering myself how i can tahan ar...
geng wor...
i break my own record not sleeping for 24 hours...
kakaka
then get ready to go sungai wang...
4 of us girls only...crazy man!!!hehehe
went to farenheit to park..then walk to sungai wang...at 4.30 am..hahahaha
then reach sungai wang, notice that the door not lock so we climb up to 6th floor...
yep climb!!! hahahaha
really siao!!! then sit infront of the entrance...kakaka

yep...we are the 1st four...thats wat we thought la..duno that theres so many secret entrance around sungai wang.....

then we sit there chit chat...starting the crowd build up...geng weh...but around us is still empty..

we are like glaring at anyone coming near our space XD

hehhehe

we were chit chating while miss sulyn mark our research report...kakaka..she sit side there and do the marking...heheheh

then we plan how to go in, how to run there.....and in between, theres security in the sungai wang behind our entrance door then we keep quiet coz its like very gan jiong...hahah

i so scare kena halau or call parents...

my dad duno i sneek out to miss sulyn house and at sungai wang around 4am...kakaka

the stupid que start at 7am...miss sulyn and samantha went down to find toilet and found another entrance..then they wait there...hahahaha

so basically they are much earlier than us...when the lift door open , a sungai wang worker is there....

we ask him to open the door but he say will open at 8am..but until 8.30 am no one open the door...damn shitty..everyone is frustrated and bu suang...more and more people come up...haiz...like in a tuna tin =(

then they open a small side door...we are like squeezing to go in...i push jasmine in and get myself in XD

heheheh

and we run to the que....but wtf....

we are like so far away...the que is like so super long...

luckily miss sulyn and samantha  is in through another entrance...and sam is a skc member...so she bought ticket for us there...the good tickets la...and i'm behind there have to buy ticket for suyi and zhafira...i'm so frustrated!!! its like the chances to get good ticket so little =( and i feel so sorry to dissapoint them...

so i msg and apologize to them =( feel like crying and break down there....

damn stupid que...then we continue que and sam sneek in to sulyn place and help me que...its like so good dy..then i have to go to her place coz they notice she actually already bought 6 tix...so i que there!! its like so much far from the place i was previous in and its like cutiing que but i dont care....

when i ask for ticket, the best seat they have is around L1, L2, L13 and L14...so i decided to get L1 for them and i get 2nd row for them...thank god!!! i dont wan to dissapoint them....heheh

then i went to find jasmine them...kakaka.....

in the end i and miss sulyn satisfied with the tickets we get...hehehe

thanks to samantha for getting us L5 tickets and its 2nd row!! kakakaka

hehhehe

then we go and eat,...

unfortunately sam, jas cant get the seat they wan...

damn truk the rits!! say open 9 counters and in the end is like 3 counters only....and we pay money at 1 counter and take tix another counter..damn teruk...not computerised...teruk...but thank god for the seats la....

and so many places they never take for sale!!! so teruk man!!!!

feel like being cheated by them...

but i love the place i have now so dont complain much...hehehehe

then we go eat old town and the food there teruk k....

damn oily my nasi lemak....

sucks .>.<

then we call up the person sam scold because she cant get the seats they wan...and they say they decided to remove that area!! sucks to the max!!! so i duno wat sam gona do now...wish them all the best.....

when i goin through all these. i never get to eat, i was having slight fever and flu...

i thought i might faint there as i dont have enough water as well...

luckily for me, i survive and can run....my legs are quite numb for standing so long...haiz....but it is all worth it....

ss3!!! kakaka...

here is my ticket and the pic of the que there....hehehe

the que at the orange entrance...i'm one of it...kakaka

the que to puchase ticket...this is wer we get the ticket...

the poster there...hehheh

our tickets!!! mine, miss sulyn, suyi, zhafira, and zurina <#

its starts at 6 pm and can go in at 4pm!! yay!! much earlier...kakaka

and the stupid seating plan

hehehehe

thats all my crazy experience...kakaka

bye =) 

LEE HYUKJAE!! saranghae!!! make my rm486 worth it ya <3