invisible

thought of sleeping for a 20 min b4 class so that i wont b tired later..
but i cant sleep....
i keep thinking bout something...
something that bother me a lot....
am i that invisible.......
am i that easy to b forgotten......
i feel left out from my frens....especially sabs ktn frens...
they go out nvr ajak me or anything.......
eventhough they got ajak or i'm there,
they dont seem to realise that i'm there...
they always forgot my presence......
am i invisible???
i noe i dun talk much n isnt that sosialable.....
but still.......
i'm there......
right in front of u n even talk wit u.......
but still.........
i seems to b invisible to u...
not only u..........
but other ppl too............
i guess i'm reli invisible......
or mayb i;m the only child...
i dun talk much at home n didnt reli sosial a lot wit ppl.......
haiz.........
even wit my cousins i talk very little..........
or mayb i should say
i dun reli talk to them oso........
haiz.........
i guess i'm just invisible too everyone......
but i dun like to b alone........
i nvr wan to b alone.......
i go anywer i hope theres ppl pui me.....
i dun like the alone feeling.....
it makes me so lonely.........
i hate to b lonely...........
i wan to b wit frens......
i dun wan to alone........
i dun wan b lonely..........
but then..........
wat can i do........
i guess i hv 2 b lonely........
no one ever care bout me n my presence.......
unless they need my help or sumtin.....
then mayb they will remember me......
other time
i'm just invisible.........
im invisible........
invisible.......