emo

duno y this few days i'm very emo...haiz...having topic test 2moro and assignment due next mon...n yet i hvnt reli start on the assignment yet =(
college life isnt that fun anymore...tons of assignment waiting for me to complete....
chee khoon bro...i noe u goin singapore 2day....hope u hv a nice time there...i so gona miss u very much.....y after every1 goes away then only we will appreciate them???y every human nature is like that???when v hv them by the side then v will nvr think bout them...but then when they r goin away v will appreciate them more n wishes that they will nvr ever go away from us??no matter wat i miss u n i hope u can get a good job there....=)
 and u.....u noe who u r...can u plz just get away from my view...just go as far as possible from me plz....i reli cant stand looking at u being like that...each time i c u,after that i will feel emo...i oso duno y....i let go my feelings so long ago...n yet each time i look at u i will still feel emo...can u plz dont ever appear in front of me...dont ever smile infront of me coz it will melt my heart,,..n then after that i will feel very bad n emo....plz..plz...plz b out of my sight....i cant bear to look at u anymore.....looking at u will just make me cry later....plz...i'm a very emotional person...so dont ever mess wit my feelings....i ownself oso cant control my feelings and emotion...y cant u just change class as it was arranged???y u still wan to change back to all my classes....mayb u duno i was looking at u from far...bt yet looking at u from far oso make me suffer....just please get out of my mind.....dont ever let me c u again plz....
n yet i realise that since i come down to pj...i sort of lost my best fren...i'm will nvr b the 1st 1 she find when she have problem...got anythings she oso just share wit other ppl....theres no more sharing between us...each time when i c she look for other ppl 1st n nvr look for me it makes me feels very very bad n sad....it kinda hurts me when make me think that i losing a best fren....is it just my luck or wat??i would nvr get a best n close fren....since last time i hv a lot of frens betray me....it reli hurts me a lot...it hurts me reli reli much....n yet now i losing another best fren....it makes me feel like i'm losing all my supports...there wont b any 1 support me anymore....no one would b there anymore....i'm all alone again now....all alone....
duno y...each time i wan to sleep,i sure cry....my tears sure flow without i realise....i just cant stop the tears from flowing....i ownself oso duno...am i that sad person till i need to cry???i ownself duno y i'm crying....i only noe that my tears sure flow everynight b4 i sleep....wat else can i do other than just let the tears flow it self???mayb its the way for me to cool down n let all pass b gone and have a good start the next day....hope i can score well in test 2moro....n i miss u bro n sis....