i guess i dont wan 2010 to over yea..
lame me....
its only around 5 more days to 30/01 =(
somehow around this time i really wan this day to over faster....
i know the day wont be any much special than other days...
it will just be normal wit nothing happen...
well thats wat happen every year....
wat can i ask more...
it doesnt bring any thing special nothing...
just an old rotten day....
i hope on that day i will be super busy...
working from day to night hoping to forget it...
i dont have anyone special to celebrate it with me or anything...
i just wan to shut myself in my room....
mayb i been bragging bout the date too much...
but well i just wan some to remember it but i guess i dont really have those special friends that are really willing to celebrate it wit me... =(
en en did ask me for dinner wit her...but then just her and me...
isnt it saddening though happy when theres someone to celebrate wit me...
but i cant do that...
she spend way too much this month so do i...
i cant hope that she will treat me anything...
that would be too much =x
mayb thats why i wan to go back ktn so soon...
i just cant face it...
the nearer it is to 30/01 the more emo i will be....
my dad say he willing to buy a perfume for me...
the one i been saying i wan to buy...
but one thing my dad duno...
i already use the money i save up last time to bought 1...
at a very cheap price...
if i buy it now i surely will spend around rm50 extra for the same thing...
so i was thinking whether to buy another 1 wit my dad money or just take the money and save it up??
i really dont wan to waste my dad's money anymore....
i spend way too much this month =x
around rm800...its double of wat i monthly spend...
i should be grounded =(
and i wan to go ss3....
i guess my dad gona pay for me that too =(
that means i gona use damn alot =(
canot canot!!!! my dad not working and soon my mum not working anymore..
then wer all the income will come!!!!
i cant spend that much anymore!!!!
i cant be a big spender!!!
studying here is too much already!!!
no!!!
there goes my emo blog..
i keep thinking am i looking down on my life??
or i shouldnt be here at all =x
two picture that i took for hyukie birthday album...
i duno wat happen to me but i just wan hyukie to know me =(
i guess i gona keep floating in my dreams =(
spam wit some hot guys pic that make me stay in my dreams....
on 30/01 they are being so far yet so near to me =(
can u guys wish me something to make me happy for once ?? =)
#np *banmal song- yonghwa
*7989-taeyeong &kangta
*snowy wish- snsd
*she wants it-super junior <3
*thrist- super junior <3
*its you- eunhyuk <3 =)
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