13/02/2011

its a day b4 valentine....
as usual single like me emo........
lol
wat can i do...
everyone has a partner....
even today is a emo day for me =(
feel like crying out whole day but didnt burst...
gona burst now...
if i dont i duno how desperate i can be =(

firstly i know the reality i dont have any bf..
i dont need you to shoot it right straight in front of my face..
i know my own condition..
wat i type that day was a plain joke between me and suyi...
u dont know u dont say anything...
and for the hundred time!!!
i'm not dump k!!!
how i can be dump wer i didnt start anything at all!!
so stop shooting it at me!!!
i know myself!!
u think u very great...
u are the one being dump!!
no matter how many time u confess she still reject u...
so u should keep ur mouth shut!!

oh yeah...
its valentine 2moro...
sorrow day for the single...
i hvnt celebrate valentine ones at all...
depressing huh
wat can i do then...
i just envy those who are couple....
or those not available...
olv found her partner last year and i only knew bout it this cny =(
wat can i do...
horrible fren i am..
no one ever admit i'm their fren....
suyi is single but not available....
and the rest definately taken =(
its just me all alone....
even my ex roommate....
i still remember 1st time shes here...
she share every story wit me...
bout being single too...
and now she is commited too..
well i guess its just me...
everything is just wrong for me =(
i just wish i'm out of here =(
everything so wrong....
i duno wat 2 do and i'm very lost =(
besides, wats the point of having this blog.
it just i alone write and read it later...
no one else read it...
its just a useless blog...
like the owner..

sometimes i just wonder wat if i just die like that...
i wish i die after the ss3 msia...
then my dream come true...
i wonder wat is happening to me...
nosebleed, headache, not feeling well..
wat else...
hair fall =(
sign of cancer??sign of leukemia??
well
i dont wan to have any body check up...
just let me die peacefully..
but are all these sign of the sickness???
well no one could answer me...
wats the use of posting here =(
bye...
happy single valentine =(

#ps....am i way annoying??its just seems that no one like me and i'm disturbing for everyone...
wats the point writing here...
no one ever reply...ciao blog =)